GOODBYE

hahaha!
Tajuk yg mnarek kan?
Goodbye?
To whom??
Haha!

Goodbye 21!
Hello 22!

Ya.. Hari ini gnaplah umur sy 22 tahun..
Haha! My friends are getting ready to become 23, I've just turned 22.
Seronok lahir akhir tahun ni!


My wishes..
Hmm~

Byk!
Tapi sy sudah mengantuk! Maybe I'll post them in the next entry..

I'm so TIRED!
This morning I arrived at Drose's house at 10.15am.
Went back home at 7.45pm.
SGT2 PENAT!
But I really enjoyed the day.
Congratulations Drose!

Hari ni sy xtau la jadi ape..
Tuan rumah?
Penyambut tetamu?
Photographer?
Tetamu?
Mak andam?

Hahah! Semua di atas~

Bagi pihak tuan rumah, saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada yang hadir..
hahah! Poyo nyer sy!

Td pkl 8.45 klua rmh blk..
Kononnyer nak pg tgk opening of ASEAN University Games kat Bukit Jalil..
Ibu ade kat sane, btugas..
Haha!
Tapi xde org nk meneman sy plak..
I didn't want to stay at home alone with kakak(my maid) on my birthday night..
X best gle..

So, in the end I decided to join Nadya and her friends..
They were at the concert in Sunway Pyramid.
Hahah! Psycho gle having to spend the night with kanak2 watching Siti and sisters, Bunkface, Adam, Mila and Hujan!
But okla.. At least I don't have to spend the night alone..
Hahah!

Thank you everyone for the wishes..


Mahu tido! Frappuccino sambil mnonton hujan x bjaya m'buatku berjaga!
Slamat mlm!

DING DONG!

huhu.. saya sgt bengong..
bongok btol~

I was trying to adjust my layout..

TADAAAA~
everything went missing!
.. and I just don't know how to fix things back to the way it was..

I don't think I have the time to explore right now.
So, I might just let it be..
I'll add my widgets and all the links later laa..

So, kawan2..
Abaikan la layout and everything else yg sgt pelik dan xpatut di blog ini..

(hmm.. or maybe I should just set up a new blog.. or maybe shift to wordpress? hhmm~)

ROUNDABOUTS

Wow!!
It has been such a long time since I last posted an entry..
I've been very busy lately..

Gosh..
I only have 10 days of break left..
.. and I still got lots of things to do!

The 2 most important things that I would need to settle before going back to Kuantan:
1. Confirm a place for my industrial posting.
2. Scour for travel agencies and sponsors for APPS.

Nevermind, dont feel like posting what I've been dong the whole break.

hmm~

Disebabkan aku skang berada di Shah Alam, "Bandaraya roundabout"..
I often have this problem with people at roundabouts...


haa..
klu hang tuh a3, jgnla pi himpit org b3..
nak jugak msk b3 pnye lane.. Haish..
cacat ke?
klu a3 himpit b3, b3 nak pegi mane?? masuk longkang kah?
jadi.. duduk la diam2 kat lane awk tuh yer..

Drive safely and signal appropriately ok?
Think of your loved ones! (The phrase that I forgot to mention during my public speaking class.. hahah!)

oh, ye..
Marilah beramai2 ke rmh Drose yer!
The more the merrier!
haha!

YIPPPEEEE!!!

I'M HOME!!!!
Hahaha!
It definitely feels good to be home!!



5 weeks...
Hmmm.. What to do eh??

Yesterday, as usual, I drove back home..
Mar was with me as well..
Reached home around 2.40pm..
3 hours of driving in the rain...
It was drizzling all the way from Kuantan to KL..
When I reached Shah Alam, the sky was all so gloomy and dark..
"Mar, ni mmg best tdo blk rmh ni.."
Hahah!!
Oh yeah!! I had lunch and then went straight to bed! (hahah! Kronik gle ngantuk!!)
I slept at 5am trying to finish up the reports that I had to submit before going back home..
It was such a GREAT relief when I got all my reports done! (LEGA... boleh blk rmh!)

I was so excited to go home..
Klaka gle.. Sampai t'salah junction mase kat highway!!
hahah!!

Whatever it is..
I just feel good right now!
Anyone free? Let's go out k?
Call me!!

STRESS.. STRESS.. STRESS..

huhu..
I am SOooO stressed out right now..
the more I read for my MCQ papers, the more I realize the mistakes I made for the Essay Questions.. OMG!!!
Toink!! Toink!! Toink!!~*


Haih..~

2 more papers to go..

Can't wait to see the new Clavinova!
Can't wait to shop with Drose for her engagement!
Can't wait to "INTERROGATE" Sonic! hahah!!

I guess the news is out about Drose's engagement..
Haha!
Sorry kawan2 x bgtau awl2..
Lbey baek pun tuan punya badan yg bagitau kan.. kan?

OMG!!!
My friend is getting married!
My friend is getting engaged!!
and I am...
stuck here in Kuantan with 2 more papers to go..
Everyday I have to think how I am going to graduate without failing..
I wonder what is going across their minds?

1 thing is for sure..
I am sure they are happy..
Kan? Kan?

How do people make decisions?
How do people become so sure of their decisions?
How do you know what you should choose?

Nevermind..
Congratulations dear..
Both Drose and Sonic..
Wishing the both of you hapiness and prosperity..
Prosperity burger!! Nges3.. ( aku yg suda psycho! haha! )

Congratulations jugak kepada..
My classmate..
Dah jadi bapak pun!
Cute baby Luqman.. (hope I got the spelling right!)
Hahah.. All 24 aunties were so excited to see him!

Okay..
Enough2.. I need to focus on my last 2 papers..
Hope the MCQ will help contribute marks..
At least sufficient to allow me to pass all subjects..
AMEEEEN~

TAK SABAR!

I got 2 more papers to go..
Really can't wait to go home!

Miss my mommy and home so much!
I miss Drose!
I miss the rest of my Glace friends too.. huhu..
got so much updating to do with them..

I need to go to the dentist..
I've postponed my appointment for 2 weeks because of my exams..
hmm.. what colour to choose next eh?
gold seems interesting..
or maybe green again to match Drose's theme..
hahah..
tgkla nnt cmner..

I need a haircut..
dah lame rmbut aku x spanjang ni..
mcm rimas plak.. haih..

I need a break..
My exams were tough! huhuhu..
Kecewa sgt..
Rase mcm nak pegi holiday mane2 jauh2..
Rase mcm nak pegi beach..

I just need to go home.. 2 jer..

Saya sangat takootttt!!!

Saya sangat takootttt!!!

huhu..

How do you juggle 2 papers in a day??

9 am
a subject that requires thinking skills... notes yang sikit dan sukar difahami..
Islamic Input

and then..

2.30 pm
a subject that requires this much reading:
Body System: Endocrine and Reproductive System

and the next day at 9am..
a subject that caused 80% of the class failed for midsem exams..
Pharmacy Practice

Timetable exam yang TERBAEKkk la!!
huhu..
mcm mn nk maintain spanjang minggu ni tanpa break??

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku dan rakan2ku yang lain juga..
Ameen...

SAYA...

Living in denial..

And denying the fact that I'm living in denial..

Which is worse?

PANIC ATTACK!

hahah! memandangkan exam yg bakal tiba esok..
panic attack yg sering aku alami sblm exam pn tiba laa..

haha..
my exam timetable this time is very packed!
i don't mind it being packed. But I just don't like the 3 credit papers to be on the same day..
haih..
this is how it looks like..
*ni tak termasuk dgn OSPE pada 8/11 dan MCQ pada 10/11 dan 11/11..

notes sgtla byk..
xtau nak bace yg mane dlu.. huhu..
buat longgokan je lbey..


Ibu, doakan Iqa..
huhu..
Kawan2 yg len pn doakan utk diriku ini juga yer..

Buat rakan2 yg bakal menduduki peperiksaan..
Semoga berjaya!
Ameen..

MIMPI

Sampai bila aku nak mcm ni??
When will I ever let go of my past???

BULAN... MANE BINTANG?

Bisikku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku, syurgaku

Tanpa dia
malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang
biar malam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku



Hahah! Jiwang skit.. Saje nak b'puitis..
You don't get to see me in this mood often.. But seriously, I am feeling a little lonely..

I was looking out of my window just now and yes, there it was..
The moon...
So, I took out my camera..
and TADAAA~
there you have it..

Cantik kan?
SubhanAllah..

Tapi, kenapa sepi??
Hmm, entahlah..
Memang aku rase kesepian..
Mungkin aku bukan kawan yang baik..
Atau mungkin..

Hmm, entahlah..
Orang kate, buat baik bpada2, buat jahat jgn skali..
Aku dah cuba buat baik..
I guess, in this environment (the place I'm currently at..) it is useless being nice..
Orang kate kita kena ikhlas..
Tapi mcm mn nk ikhlas yer?

Initially, I planned to send an entry on my weekend "Jalan2 Pergi Raya" programme..
But I just couldn't wait to feature this picture in my blog..
Will update on the "Jalan2 Pergi Raya" programme soon!
hahah!


Oh, ye! It's already 1204 am..
Before I go to bed..

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY NADYA!
Love you so much sayang!
MMMMuuuAAAAhhhh!

Good night bulan...

SYAWAL BULAN KEMAAFAN??

It has been a rough week for me.
For the past few days, there were so many times that I was so pissed off with some people.
It seems ironic that it is the month of Syawal.

My entry this time may seem a little cliche, but the reason I chose this title is to remind myself about forgiving and forgetting..

I just can't bear the burden anymore. I feel like exploding!
sangat2 marah...
sangat2 sedih...

I've been trying to calm myself down...
But seriously, I think I failed...

Sampainya hati orang buat aku macam ni...
There have been so many times that I think my car has been causing me to feel very sad.
Bukan salah kereta, tapi orang2 yang naik kereta..

Aku tak pernah pun kisah orang nak naik kereta aku..
tak kisah orang bayar ataupun tak..

But please laa..
Have some courtesy..
Put yourself in my shoes...
I have feelings too..

How can you let me wait for 40 mins??
Sometimes I feel like that are many times that people take for granted of the things around them.

Hello??
Am I not your friend?
Am I not a human with feelings?

entahla..
aku je ke yg emo t'lebih??

belajarlah.. belajar untuk menghormati kawan sendiri..
a lesson for myself too..
jgnla kedekut sgt kredit tuh..
kalau boleh call pakwe sane sini, msti bley telefon kawan kite sendiri kan?
ape salahnye inform kawan sendiri yang menunggu kite?
dah pandai mintak tolong, takkan tak pandai nak berterima kasih dan meminta maaf kan?
entahla, like I've mentioned before.. Some people can be so oblivious..
can't even realize that they've hurt some one else..

tapi xpela..
sempena raye2 ni, akan kumaafkan semuanya..

Ya Allah, ampunilah dosaku..
Jauhkanlah aku dari perasaan marah dan bongkak..
Ameen...

RAYE OH RAYE..

This is baby Nur Batrisyia.. My cousin, Kak Yati's second daughter..
Cute kan?
Yesterday, before going back to Kuantan, we went to Mak Lang's house.
Saje beraye..
Baby Batrisyia was about to go to sleep.. This is a photo of her after finishing a cute bottle of milk.
Habis susu jer, terus tido atas peha ibu.. Tido dengan mate t'bukak sikit..
SO CUTE!!
Ini pula permandangan di LPT semasa perjalanan pulang ke Kuantan.
Hahah!
The traffic was massive!! OMG! I am so fortunate that I do not have to go through the crawl on the other side of the road.


Okay2.. got to go..
I have a presentation in 11 minutes time..
Wish me luck!
Tata!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

Okay, today I'm back in the mood for updates.

Before I go on..
I'd like to wish all my Muslim friends and family

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir & Batin

Yesterday, we went to Tokmak and Tokpak's house. Stayed there until the evening.
Tahun ni xde theme colur for baju raye..
hahah! But we tried to match what we had.

In the night, everyone came over for dinner.
OMG!! We were so very tired. Ibu made the best Nasi Briyani! Hahah.. After such a long time not cooking. I love it when it's Raya because Ibu will cook..
Last night, Iwan, Nadya and I spent until 12.30 am cleaning up our house.
Penat gile ok!?

Today, we only spent our day resting at home.
Now, I'm already in front of my laptop trying to finish up my reports.
Unbelievable...
Hahah!

It is during this time of the year, I get raya wishes from friends and people that I know.
Terharu (Yes, I still don't know the exact translation.. hmm.. Is it touched?)
Huhu, memang terharu dapat message dari orang2 yang tak disangka.

Thanks...

Hmm, ok. I've got to get my report done.

"kelip-kelip disangka api,kalau api mana puntungnya, hilang ghaib disangka mati, kalau mati mana kuburnya... "

Fuh~
I just got back from my Pharmacokinetics Presentation.
Alhamdulillah, everything went well.

However, somehow I feel a little disappointed with the guys in my group for leaving me stranded without a word to say in front of the whole class. (iskh.. lelaki lagi..)
I know the fact that a presenter and also the whole group should be familiar with what is being presented. But if a presenter is asked in depth regarding something that she did not read up, of course the person who has greater knowledge should explain right?
Dalam erti kate lain, bile saya x reti nak present sebab soklan itu bukan berkaitan dengan bahagian tugas saya, sepatutnya orang yang buat kajian psal bahagian tuh la yang patut present kan?
Huhu.. I think the girls in my group would agree with what I just said.
I don't mind getting low marks, but I feel disappointed because it took so long for them to get up from their seats and help me out.
Sampai nak kena panggil ke depan baru nak datang. Itu pun payah btol nak bangun.. Sampai hati..

I guess I shouldn't feel that way because it was my fault for not reading it up. Let it be a lesson for me in the future.
I guess I should just let it go..
Sempena bulan puasa ni, kita belajar memaafkan and bersabar ye..

Nevermind...

tukar topic..

I was about to sleep last night when my roommate suddenly called me to her compartment. I thought that there was something wrong but I was amazed to find that little blinking creature on Aina's table..

"Eh2... Kelip-kelip!!"

Photograph by Taylor S. Kennedy
http://animals.nationalgeographic.com.au/animals/printable/firefly.html

So, that is the main reason for the title of this entry. Not in Kuala Selangor, but in my roommate's compartment, I get to see a firefly for the 1st time in my life! hahah..

hahaha.. My roommates were suprised to find out that it was my 1st time to see a firefly. Yelaa.. Besides TNB's commercial, documentaries and books, I guess I've never seen one!

Okay, enough about fireflies..

Hari ni nak berbuka ape yer??
hmm...

TAK LARAT~

huhu.. lagi dkat nk raye, lagi cepat penat pulak.
kerja pun byk jugak..

A DIFFERENT POSE TODAY..
I wonder why this meow2 loves to sleep under this tree...

LAZILY BEING ME...

Ooops..!~
Friday again already?

BESTNYE DIE TDO..~
ni idup ke x ni?? hahah..

STUPIDITY VS. LOYALTY??

Saya memang bodoh. Adakalanya, saya akan menantikan sesuatu yang tak mungkin akan berlaku. Ada juga masa saya mengharapkan sesuatu yang tidak baik untuk berlaku kepada orang lain dengan harapan ia akan memberi kepuasan kepada diri saya sendiri. Ada juga masa saya akan menantikan orang yang entah patut saya nantikan atau tak. Kadangkala saya tak dapat nak menilai sesuatu keadaan dan tidak dapat membuat pilihan. Ada kalanya, saya membuat perkara-perkara yang saya tahu saya tak patut lakukan dan perkara-perkara yang salah. Kadang-kadang saya akan mengorbankan perasaaan sendiri untuk menjaga hati orang yang entah patut tak saya jaga. Ini semua menyebabkan saya rasa sangat bodoh. Jadi, kenapa teruskan juga kalau dah tahu??

I should’ve known that I shouldn’t have got myself involved in things that would in the end hurt myself.

I'm sorry ibu.. I should've listened to you..

SAYA MAHU TIDO!

I’ve been trying to sleep since 10pm. I shut my eyes but I just can’t sleep.. and I wonder why..

So, I got up and decided to list the things that I need to do..

REPORTS:

1. Hospital Attachment
2. Pharmacognosy
3. Dosage Design
4. Pharmacokinetics

ASSIGNMENT:

1. Pharmacokinetics
2. Entrepreneurship Skills

Thank God, tomorrow is a holiday. So, I get extra time for myself..

My laundry basket is full.. My room is so dusty! I only have a few ironed clothes in my locker. My notes and books are everywhere! I haven’t touched the books I borrowed from the library.. My desktop looks like this:

(Yes, it doesn’t look like a desktop.. It looks like a normal folder which is so unorganized!)

and I haven’t revised anything since the midsem exams.. My life is a mess.. (Get the picture?) I really REALLY need to get myself back on the right track!

My list of things to do tomorrow:

• Sahur
• Finish up Reports 1 and 2.
• Do the laundry
• Clean up the room
• Collect clothes from the laundry
• Buy mineral water
• Go to the Bazaar
• Break fast with classmates
• Tarawih prayers

Actually, I'm a little disappointed with the article that was published in The Star today.. Sampai hati..

Tuesday September 16, 2008

Pharmacy students hold awareness event

KUANTAN: Two hundred pharmaceutical majors from all over the country attended a gathering of students at a pharmacy in Kuantan Parade recently.

State deputy director of the pharmacy department, Sheik Nurudin Sheik Sharudin, officiated at the event.

Its objective was to establish and develop the role of pharmacists and make known their contribution to the public.

The participants represented renowned establishments such as Universiti Malaya, Universiti Sains Malaysia, Universiti College Sedaya International, UiTM, International Medical Univeristi and AIMST.

A host of activities were lined up including health awareness programmes and talks, counselling for smokers, video shows and demonstrations.

Sheik Nurudin said the role of pharmacists was important as they were entrusted with prescribing the right medicine, dosage and advice on taking drugs.

He said that a big allocation had been set aside to organise exhibitions and campaigns to create public awareness on pharmacy.

The event was closed by Malaysian Pharmaceutical Society president Abdul Aziz Jamaluddin at De Rhu Beach Resort.

During the closing, a declaration by the participants to safeguard professionalism was handed over to Abdul Aziz to be forwarded to the Health Ministry.

Participant Teh Poh Chin, 22, said she was in the second year of studies at UCSI.

“I am proud to take up this course to serve the people.

“I must undergo training at a government hospital for three years after graduation,” she said.

Nurulsyada Ali, a second-year student at UiTM, said the tutors were devoted in monitoring the progress of students.

Seremban lass Rita Mohan, a third-year student, said she understood the course as it was mostly in English and it would continue to improve her knowledge.

That is not what happened during NoGAPS.. Hello? It was not held at a pharmacy okay? And hello?? It was hosted by IIUM.. How can you forget to mention that?? Penat jer prepare all those materials for the media. Sorry la Syafiq, if I wasn't a good assistant.. I didn't know that things would end up this way.. Haih..

Now, I think I really need to sleep.. It's already 11.50pm and I need to get up early tomorrow. There's so much to be done!