SYAWAL BULAN KEMAAFAN??

It has been a rough week for me.
For the past few days, there were so many times that I was so pissed off with some people.
It seems ironic that it is the month of Syawal.

My entry this time may seem a little cliche, but the reason I chose this title is to remind myself about forgiving and forgetting..

I just can't bear the burden anymore. I feel like exploding!
sangat2 marah...
sangat2 sedih...

I've been trying to calm myself down...
But seriously, I think I failed...

Sampainya hati orang buat aku macam ni...
There have been so many times that I think my car has been causing me to feel very sad.
Bukan salah kereta, tapi orang2 yang naik kereta..

Aku tak pernah pun kisah orang nak naik kereta aku..
tak kisah orang bayar ataupun tak..

But please laa..
Have some courtesy..
Put yourself in my shoes...
I have feelings too..

How can you let me wait for 40 mins??
Sometimes I feel like that are many times that people take for granted of the things around them.

Hello??
Am I not your friend?
Am I not a human with feelings?

entahla..
aku je ke yg emo t'lebih??

belajarlah.. belajar untuk menghormati kawan sendiri..
a lesson for myself too..
jgnla kedekut sgt kredit tuh..
kalau boleh call pakwe sane sini, msti bley telefon kawan kite sendiri kan?
ape salahnye inform kawan sendiri yang menunggu kite?
dah pandai mintak tolong, takkan tak pandai nak berterima kasih dan meminta maaf kan?
entahla, like I've mentioned before.. Some people can be so oblivious..
can't even realize that they've hurt some one else..

tapi xpela..
sempena raye2 ni, akan kumaafkan semuanya..

Ya Allah, ampunilah dosaku..
Jauhkanlah aku dari perasaan marah dan bongkak..
Ameen...