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I’m such a looser.. 
I can’t even say the things that are on my mind. Such a chicken..
I’ve been dragging my relationship for such a very long time. I should have put a stop to it a long long time ago. I’ve been ignoring what my heart says, trying to fix things that don’t even need fixing. But I just never learn from my mistakes… This feeling sucks..
(I’m not specifically describing a person.. These are just my general comments.)
Lelaki yang matured.. a man who can make decisions..
I’m so tired of making decisions.. I’m so bored of getting “xtau” and “ikut suka you laa” as an answer.. 
I don’t want a man who dictates and act like he owns us women.. Women are not possessions okay? I want a man who actually knows what he’s doing..
Lelaki yang mampu buat saya faham what love is..
What is love?? I seriously have trouble trying to find out the answer to this question..
Men say they love women.. But their actions don’t always portray what they mean. Flowers, teddy bears, gifts, movies, lunch, dinner… Semuanya xde maknanye.. 
A person can simply say that they love another person.. but at the same time they always do the things that don’t show that they love the person. Some fall in love with another person.. What is this?? Love doesn’t exist in relationships..
People say.. Love is.. love towards God, religion, family, friends, knowledge…
I found long distance relationship tough.. Tapi kalau dekat, tapi rasa mcm kite xde org tu pun, x gune jgk.. But it doesn’t mean that I would need a person physically all the time. All I need is someone whom I can turn to at all times..
Lelaki yang boleh menceriakan saya bila saya xde mood seperti sekarang..
There would be times when I just need to be alone. But it doesn’t mean that I want to be left alone TOTALLY.. 
Betul cakap Dr Razak, mmg perempuan ske dipujuk. I definitely cant deny that I want people to do the same to me.. So, to all men, blaja la pujuk org.. Walau sengal mcm mane pun anda, blaja la weh.. Sometimes, the small things that you do can also touch our hearts..
Lelaki yang boleh buat saya rasa yang saya x blh hidup tanpa dia..
Most of the time, I find that I think that I’m better off without some people in this world. But who am I to judge whether a person is important in my life or not, because everything created in this world serves their own purposes, right?
Lelaki yang juga merupakan my best friend..
Saya suka lagu ini.. 
Jason Mraz- Lucky featuring Colbie Caillat
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Will I be lucky? Will I be in love with my bestfriend?
Oh, God.. Am I being too selfish? Adakah saya terlalu demanding??
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