Thursday, February 5, 2009

EMOTIONS..

Last week, I was in UiTM Shah Alam for the National Pharmacy Sports Carnival. Of course, I wouldn’t miss the chance of going home! hahah! Yeah, I slept at home. The others stayed in Puncak Perdana campus. So, I would say I made a wise decision. Haha!

Hmm..
There’s so many things that I want to include in this entry but I have very limited time. My midsem exams are next week, I had a case presentation today, submitted my hospital attachment report today and next week I have to submit a lab report. Waa!! So much to do, yet so little time!

God, please help me!

Seriously, I am so emotional right now. Huhu. Can’t even be alone doing nothing.
Please.. No more tears.. Enough Iqa! Enough..

People always say that every cloud has a silver lining. Yeah, but why can’t I still accept reality.
Egoist, that is what he says about me. Yeah, egoist I am, but I have my reasons.
If only people could understand…

Ok, nevermind. I really don’t want to talk about the break up. I really need to get over it. Let it be…

I really envy people who can stay calm despite the pain that they go through. For every shit that is thrown at them, they can still produce a smile. I really need a break from this hectic and chaotic life. I hate rushing.. I have to rush to go to classes, do my assignments, revise and everything else! It’s all about rushing..

Huhu.. Penatla being independent, doing things by myself. Penatla being observant and being the queen of attention to details.. Memang tak terkejar! Wish I could be like others. But people always tell us to be ourselves.

Hahah. I found it very amusing when Shahir responded “kalo emo u ni bkn garang mcm singe betina lapar beranak 10 ke?” Haha! Memang pun…
Most of the people who know me would describe me that way. But the thing that they don’t know about me is that I am very fragile. Put force on me, and I’ll break. Seriously, I wish I wasn’t so fragile. :(

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