HUJAN

It's dark outside. I'm waiting for it to rain..
Seriously, it has been very hot since I got back from Kuantan.
Ingatkan Kuantan jer panas.
Dah banyak malam dah terpaksa berguling-guling dengan pelbagai posisi di atas katil Queensize yang diKUASAI sepenuhnya olehku.(sementara tak ada Nadya ni...)

The sky seems to understand my feelings right now.
Sharing the same feeling..
GLOOMY... (Sila faham.. Saya tak meggunakan sebarang emoticon untuk entri kali ini untuk menunjukkan yang saya memang tak ada mood sekarang ni..)

Huhu..
Where did my sunshine go??

Terasa sedih sejak semalam. (Results are out!)
Berikanku masa..
Nanti okla ni..
Buat masa ni tak boleh nak fikir positif.
Still can't get up from my fall.
Setiap kali aku ada perasaan mcm ni, aku jadi HILANG PUNCA DAN ARAH TUJU (haha! macam skrip cerita jer..) buat seketika..

Bila nak BELAJAR BERSYUKUR ni??
Ni la masalah aku, TAK TAHU mana salahku sendiri.. (payah kan bila tak tahu kat mane pun salah.. haish..)
I wish I could tell everyone how I feel to make people UNDERSTAND me..
Bukan semua tahu CERITAKU.. Bukan semua tahu PERSEKITARANKU..
My PAST.. My SECRETS..
I don't think I need to share every little detail with everyone.(Orang pun tak ingin la nak tau kan??)

Side dish:
Oh, I just knew that my blog has gone public.
It seems that many people knows my blog now.

All this while I thought I was just talking to myself.
Well, not all the time..

I do know that some of my glace friends and very close friends do visit my blog once in a while.
But to go public apart from that.. Hurm...
macam malu jer....(klaka kan saya ni?? macam poyo jer...)