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I was searching for the timetables for Week 3 and 4 on the class blog when I realized an important reminder posted on the blog.
It said: "Isi borang KERJA"
Whoaa! Kerja?

OMG! You've got to be kidding..
Reality check please!

Okay, I just celebrated my 23rd Birthday last week, but it didn't feel weird because birthdays just reminds me that another year of my life has passed.
BUT ISI BORANG KERJA? Seriously, this feels weird.
I didn't realized that I've spent so many days of my life here in Kuantan. So many days that it is about to end and another phase in life is about to begin.

Thank you so much to everyone for the wishes. I really hope that they'll come true. Ameen..~

I shall always remember this year's birthday.

When everyone was busy texting me with birtday wishes, I was shocked with the news that I received after Maghrib prayers.
TOO IRONIC!
The day where another year of my life adds up. And on the same day, the life of my classmate's son ends..

My condolences to Hafiz, Mawaddah and family.
May you be blessed with strength and courage to face the days ahead, God willing.

That night..
Some shed tears. Some lend their shoulders.
Some said their prayers. Some gave words of motivation.

Today..
I shall move forward with this memory serving as an important reminder to myself.

It made me analyze the 23 years of my life. (well, maybe I won't be able to remember all the 23 years, but at least beginning from they year that I've started to remember)
I realized that maybe the 23 years is incomparable to the innocent 3 months old baby 'Ukasyah.
I sincerely would like to apologize to everyone for every mistake that I have done.
There were things that I wished I could undo.
But somehow I AM GLAD that they happened.
THANK YOU ALLAH.